It hasn't been easy to let this go. Actually, it hasn't been easy to let any of it go. I constantly want to end it all. But for some reason i can't tell you those words and mean it. You're not easy to love, no. Why is everything with you so complicated? Why can't it be something so easy and simple. Why can't i just push you away and keep it that way...
Well i believe, there is only this i can do. Say goodbye now, and commit to my decision. Work through everyday as if you never existed. I dont want to stick around any longer.
Lets just say this is the breaking point for me. I can't go back to what we were, and WE will never be. I have to let you go. A single tear could give it all away.
Forgive me first love, but i'm tired. Forgive me first love, but i need to move on. Forgive me first love, but this love has dried out. can't give much more. The train stopped pushing through... excuse me first love but we are through. Forgive me first love, But i'm too tired.
I loved you
I love you
I cared
still caring.
I was happy
...
not anymore
I can't forget, i wont forget. You were special, my gem.
This song note I wear around my neck will always be a reminder to a once upon a time.
it took to long for me to do this... BYE
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
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