Dance in the Dark

I definitely believe this is possibly the worst it could be right about now.

I really want to do it but i don't, look at me stalling. Until the next day comes and I regret it all. I look and I don't like what I see. It has it's literal up and downs.

I feel like dancing in the dark both literal and figuratively. A delightful moment for myself. Delicious to every step I take.

But... it just sits there, doing nothing. Just there as if it were to just get on going on its own. I must be a lunatic to even imagine. To even use fantasy to lighten up the moment.

I have so much to say, to do. Time? It's there. Moving, Speeding away. I was stuck at noon. Clock has struck Midnight and on.

I, I, I don't know what to tell you, more than what i've said.

Well lets just go on and blog my vida.
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Tonight, what am i going to do? nada. lol probably just stay home and talk about how much stuff i need to do and not do any of it. ugh i really should get to it. but i'm like stalling till the last minute. i really shouldnt i should get my but up and turn on that tv, pop in insanity and get back to it. i should also get to cleaning my room, setting my schedule, getting my clothes ready, washing some freakin clothes, make my lunch for tomorrow. and then.... actually thats it. THATS IT. well for the most part at least. i have a few more things i would probably need to do, but aren't as urgent as the ones i just listed.
although lets not get ahead of ourselves. i do need to finish blogging here. I missed blogging so much. so so so much. Time to DANCE!!!!!

in the dark

EZ-muzik