Done.

I've done it.

oh my god i can't even write right now

i'm crying too much.

i did what i had to, to move on. To try and forget. To attempt life.

I cried and you stood there on the phone.... as if nothing was happening. What do i do with your stuff. i don't want to return it but looking at it will just make me remember. And to think you weren't even the current one.

Can't believe that blogspot is my only friend. ITS SAD.
well i actually have a potential one... =) a door has opened. as the one that was left ajar is finally coming to closure. But i can't see myself locking it, less throwing away the key. or making it disappear. but this is the first time i have closed it.

forgive me first love, but i'm tired

EZ-<-- that needs to change as my signature