Today, definitely see things improving! It is really coming along better than I had anticipated. =) This week was horrible; I hadn’t felt so bad in quite a while. I’m currently at work on hold with an insurance (which is taking forever; thus the blog). Work is still a bore, lame, and stressful, but I have got to just step right over that. I suppose squaring away my relationship and having that little bit of time of space made a big difference. And then going to dance, which was amazingly fun and exactly what I wanted… ugh I’m like in heaven.
Things are looking up and I’m very glad.
I get to see my best friend today, I know I said I didn’t want her to be but she just knows so much and just enough and always gives the right advice and always makes me laugh and turns my day around even if I was mad at her 2 seconds ago. Only person I can’t hold a grudge against. (ok somewhat but not as much as others). Anyhow she said I was going to pick her up from the train station and we were going to go eat dinner and then she was going to sleep over. Fun fun… let us hope she won’t bail on me. That would suck. That is that last thing I need, seriously. >=/
Lol but I’m highly doubtful, although she still has not texted me, considering she is coming today. but then again it is still somewhat early [9:52am]
Yes I’m still on hold by the way [22:27m/s] this is the daily work. Dumb denials!!
As far as the other count down I really wasn’t counting, I feel better about it. It really isn’t a struggle to me anymore. More time away has really relieved me of memories and feelings. I fill my head with her negative and remember why I’m so happy without her sometimes.
So I got my teeth checked out yesterday by my aunt, success I feel better. Although my mouth is sort of sensitive right now. Ouch. But it will get better and I will have an amazing smile! =)
Ahh… gotta go! =)
Ambeezy (ya’ll heard)
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