Unintentional

I didn't mean for things to turn out this way. You have made it seem as i am the bad guy, the one to accuse. Such things as these, start confrontations, start fights, end friendships. Thanks, and i say that as sarcastically as possible. Not that the friendship was oh so dearly close, but at least they weren't enemies, but now... i think we are. But then again, Why keep friends who act in such a way.. i'm better of not knowing them. Makes life a hell of a lot easier.

The world doesn't get easier...ever. Life on this planet is just the same. But hell, we have to make the best of it somehow. This is the only life we ever get... unless you have all these theories about what happens after we die. Do what makes you happy, but be sure to expect the consequences. Like my best friend once stated, expect the worst but hope for the best. And those are some wise words i tell you.

To a dear friend I once lost but regained,

Don't listen to what others tell you, what does your heart want. And i'll tell you this, if you feel that what others are telling you is wrong... then it is a lie. Don't take the easy way out of this, that easy way will always be there in the future. Don't you EVER regret, ever. And not doing something your whole heart desires, is going to cause regret. You are very talented, extremely. You have a way with words, with your hands, with your mind. I know THAT somebody who would support you and who loves you for you, for what you have done, for what you intend to do... Don't feel alone, ever. But a word of caution, don't give your 99%, you fight hard and long to reach that 100% ok? You can make it anywhere as long as you never give up. Everything is possible.

I love how i can give somebody words like that, and really believe that THEY can do it. because i've seen what they can do. But i can never tell myself that.. i wouldn't be able to say i can. Even if somebody else were to tell me i'd smile and say thank you, but never believe them. I hope nobody thinks like me, because they truly have.. amazing talent.

I'll go live now

EZ