Neutral feeling

My anthem right about now.. "Did it again" by shakira

I don't wanna feel anger and i don't wanna feel sad. I understand by his part, yet i cannot stand it from my perspective. The only place i can meet this feeling is halfway..cliche. So i say now, i have been neutralized.

He hurt me, I let myself. I'm the only one to blame.
"did it again, love
i got it all wrong
but it felt so right
i can't believe it

and all the mistakes
that went on for too long
wish there was a way
i could delete it

...

When it comes to men it's known
That I end up choosing wrong
'Cause I always trip and fall
The same old rock and repeat and go back"


I have decided what i'll do, action is the next step..to follow through.

I don't have a wall.. i don't make good walls.
But i have a brain and i have experience and i have learned in one way or another.

I'm fine

EZ