The one thing i want to do right now is yell and scream and kick and punch and ugh!
I'm itching for an escape. One of those horrible moments, where nothing you do can help you out, but you wanna try it all anyhow. Maybe if i dream for a bit i can forget, but i don't want to forget; I don't ever want to forget. Perhaps that, right there, is my problem... I resist to let go. Stubborn indeed. The insecurity, the obsessive investigations, the interrogations, the.. well everything.
Oh gee what am i talking about now? To be honest i don't really know. I have not the slightest clue, but what i do know is i have rage building up inside of me and i had to write and allow myself to express before i find myself in an inevitable situation. (We must not elaborate)
I shall now digress onto another subject; as always.
Monday, about a day and 5 hours with 30 minutes left until i am admitted into a dentist's office. I am in complete excitement... XD
I'm in a boomerang state... i disappear into happiness for a brief moment but yet again return into rage and anger and all of the madness that erupts.
EZ-rang
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