Saturday, December 26, 2009

ITS OVER...before it even started

I don't really know what to say except i'm hurt and i wish we would have never made the plan to start again. Would have made this much easier. I really gave it something special i had in me. HOPE. REAL LOVE. ALL OF ME.

Nobody deserves my tears.. the only thing that does is physical pain and death... other than that you deserve nothing.

My posts were becoming something i haven't been in a while. happy. what now? You know what they are gonna stay that way. i'm sick of crying for people i'm sick of thinking bout the worst. and i do understand but it still hurts. and i make no sense right now. but to be honest i'm just ranting because i need to. because this will help me avoid the things i don't want to do.

I'll be fine without you... and to be honest i don't WANT to be fine without you... But i will be. it'll all be ok. I can make it great but with alot of effort.

I don't want anymore tears.

EZ-less

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