Tiresome

Just got back from my cousin Karina's house! interesting.

well the convo we had was amazing, i understand where i stand now, and all she said was "mmhmm, oh ok, ya, i understand, makes sense, lol, well duh" and i was in complete bliss knowing that i knew exactly what I FELT.. well i know i'm suppose to know but wow! she just let me ramble.. and i think it worked! thats all i needed someone to understand and let me finish to get the full picture. COOKIE we needs to talk asap...

The kickback yesterday.. chill!
today's party still a big mystery!

Dentist? ok the dentist was some intense stuff! apparently i need $4,000.00 worth of work! i had 5 people look at my teeth. GREAT. lol
well:
i have cavities on almost all my teeth
i have an extra tooth somewhere in my mouth (not out yet)
they need to remove my wisdom teeth
i need braces, top and bottom
the bottom for crooked teeth
the top for narrow alignment.. reason why i get allergies, have trouble
breathing,have a lisp, and snore!
didn't know the shape of my teeth caused that.. wow!
and apparently i'm running out of space for teeth in my mouth. lol
i'm still shocked with the cavities! she said they are fairly new but developing quick and only visible in the x-rays because from the outside she said they look fine except for one!
kill me

debts:
car-14,000+interest
phone-400 past due + 70 monthly
gas-50 monthly
school-14,000
dentist- 4000 w/insurance coverage
work- 1000+... monthly

wow at $9hr HELL NO, nvr gonna go down!

now accepting donations =) lol

well as you probably guessed i am now working for my externship site! just started monday... but payday ain't for 3 weeks. just cuz i started on a bad date grrr.. .>=/ lol
it's pretty chill working there although i need alot more money and many many more hours.. i need to learn much more to be considered good enough to switch off some days with co-workers! i'm on a mission.. ='~'=

in two weeks i plan to be weighing 10 pounds lighter and in 1 month 25-30 pounds lighter! my goal! my job.. =) and to get on stage and give my testimony... so down

i think thats it for right now... i need theater time
oh oh which reminds me

NOVEMBER 20TH... NEW MOON! excitement!
too bad saw was a ruined deal.. nvr gonna watch that in the movie theaters, doesn't that suck? well maybe i won't watch the dvd either! we shall see.

College graduation in january, not sure of the date quite yet but i'll let you know


EZ (cpr certified)